art hurts

I sometimes i share in a general manner
for a decade i was a practicing alkie
later, i attained sobriety but still so fearfull in the fearwell
of late have healed in many swirling ways.
i wanna be of use and help others heal
i love to walk and write and read
i have alovehate with art.
so many hurts and pains all jumbled up with hugs and goodness all a swirling oneness.
progressive(i like to believe) so i am very much interested in society getting better, as i feel it has done but also has so many arenas in which growth is direly mandated
i find people fascinating, also annoying, also astounding bounders.
i like reading about the beginnings of life on earth and surroundings
and also old fashioned underground sixties and seventies comix strips and such
very voracious reader
but i don't want to just take in
i want to give back, not just eat eat eat
and so i was into making art for years but now enjoy helping give others ideas, which they rarely take, about how to do multi media integrative holistic radically solemn silly shy sly awakening artforms. i worship buckie fuller and his tensegrity and such...