and be so much of goodness all surrounding,yes

it may sound cocky to some but today i was like so self-confiding(except for a minimultdown which was horridly misplaced)
and when in my selfbelief regarding not the others putterdowner
i rocketedly rocked most raucously and wry

worry four, me three.five and yet it is of sorts a victory most unsordid and savory

yes yes a trueful unruelful countering states fear wins(kind of like Xians who know who wins in the end,ya?)
but hay what about thhose thre.point/five non wearyings,yah?

pair of sighs OR much rather: just say no to my brains, but never my livers

inner
tremulousm
mousem
coorination splendifacterum
stereing
but not an egg not a soy though

en le toilet i noted that the starry nite configuration counter clockweiss didst spin and dredger dregs dirge most urgently

even the toilet bowl herself
immmersed and unshimmeryng
didst flowerflutter beclammed
as the swirling papier de le bain
swirlfished about counter to the clocks
no reloj
no wallboarding
just the swirling
like poe's malestrom

these folks refuse to stay into the little boxers i keep refashioning and configurazation for them

these poeplss: they will not stay withint the boxers i refashion for them,
met this here Wyomong Cowpoke, and we was having some herb tea(that raised an eyebrow for me, I'll raise you that) after a meet and he started saying how much he adobe adored that ladyveep and so i just sashayed past that and turned the subject to something that don't muss with my guts that way
and of a sudden he started talking about surrealist french poemtrees
and he hopped frog-like-legged outta my carton for him
then he spoke of his deep admiration for our late saviour
and topped it off with a "Geez wizz, will you look at the gumballs on that one there?"
and i thought
well ,they just won't remain long at their posts

cosmo politi

cosmopolitani
to see the world to construe and percieve as a unity in the jungian sense i knew as a youngstar

to growth forwart with this ventura por mano, por soul por healing


to go somewehre and note: there, the city is; there(cross the road) the countryside, alatereed as it tis, remainieth.

to dislike the takeover of storage facutlies o'er abandonanzo landsers is not meine answerve be cause there is not a healing geistischer in that camindao, pero in my opionion tres humilite,
how to becalm the innards and help this worldstream re-surrise
O ja
exclamoratum

plus how to achieve arts of the finest qualitieis

'course, being a eurosportist is utterly against all such unions so jungian

stil reading on amazon dot calm that tantra mantra (tantra by osho, and NO it is NOT in ANY WAY at all 'sexy' or anything like that so....book and wow it is a goodnessspecially page forty three 'scribes the oceanic immersion feeling of warmth so sweetly

many sad rememberances and remonstratingongs

just watered my tiny winy garten and also just called my big sis (Ms Go-Get-'Em,hometeam rooter fan #1,sigh!) and i can see she just is really into her stuff right now
this is a month of sad adversaries(death, the saddest and the baddest, who always(earth-wise) winds up winnering)
mom died on the first
sister on the twelfth(to me tis the thirteenth and it was thirty years ago this month and no one really talked of it , i must email my nice niece)
baby born in the bathtub(sans water,'course)brother birthday the twentieth(passed on not even two years now)
father(boo, hiss) on the nineteenth, poor bar stoolbird, he prolly wantered to be a nice guy but the sauce made a mean alfred jar out of him, taht and the Ubooting 'round during the ZXtreme warrioring...war is so mucked
Oh how it is being human....
did my heels though, with a brand newheel pumice(pumaston)

sports is just so unhealingbekunst

if only sports was not so unhealing but in fact it tis, it is the empitome(epic totem)
of us v them, we goo you bad head s i win tail is you lost

and there ain't no goodness in that lice n lies

geodesic tensegrity and the agility to notice such and thus

this little kid
had this geodesic dealie
that she THREW at the carpet
and it hopped out of its bag(so to speak)
and became a dome
and tensegrity reigned
andeveryone else at the meeting was like
so whatsoever
'bout it
and i was wowsified
afterall
hadn't one studied such at the universe city, nay, nigh on four full seaons of the life eon,ye?

my sis

my sis
so hurting
wanting to help others
and her own self as well
and yet her vast losses
(our mom dying when we were tykes)
has made her relive every insult and injury
the workaday and family world provides
so amply
Ilovehertopieces
and she has gone through ever so much of late
she lives a thousand miles from here
and I am so glad she is the clarion voice for our family which has three of us who speak their mind too diplomatically and then some who just blurt it all out
methinks the blurters are the healthier ones

it sounds like

it sounds .,oddly, that folks are voting for their own race, their own gender

though i utterly disagree with the choice and could never vote for her myself

i can see the pride folks see in her

that photo of her and her little girl as the veep choice proudly kneels astride the corpse of the moose she proudly has
brought to an end

upon the eventide 'ere retuournage to the w platz

me ready return to w on the morrow
knowing only being uptight causeway to sorrow
so gonna be calmy clammy clearlight
cuz otherwise going int othe vise of feral fear fetterings
and we know how monkeymulched tjat is, yee

upon the eventide 'ere retuournage to the w platz

me ready return to w on the morrow
knowing only being uptight causeway to sorrow
so gonna be calmy clammy clearlight
cuz otherwise going int othe vise of feral fear fetterings
and we know how monkeymulched tjat is, yee

now that my pewter is up to snuffy again, i can forgo if i opt, the news and all its fiery meannessses andalso sweerve from teh fundamentalist world

swerving from the fundamentalist world ender also no more checkering the sports retorts
instead can revert to watching youtube and the myriad coo stuff they have chock free therewithin

old persons, now dead, surely their wisdom songs IF LIVED holster encouragement to the core heart?

who woulda thought it was so clearcut the murky mindfulness and also who would a thought tantra could be so unsexy?bluejayes wanting cat food
help i'm behing held hoster hostage by my own non-mind,yeh

as we youtubed what the bleep can? and read of insecurityes and did art and NOPE zero ods(news,somecallsit) and zERO sportslies

and it was such a jalopie of joy to just listen in to these noble prized ones sharing at core about art and seicne and healing and how our minds work(readin on amoazon com this intriguing book about tangra by a guy called is ois rotho? anyhow sure he's long dead but his truths live in on about how the mind is not US just thoughts visiting and then this morning for some reason woke to
econoimc insecuirtyies, wanted to send my nieces a little dought to say LOVEYA
one in Zurich, one iin Nicaragua
but can't ford it right now and also each time amenesty sends a 'quest i want to help but right now choosing not to
and then the niehbohr has this sad litlte pupet puppy i mean and why must the above soul have to wash out the poopies onto my lovely if tiny patio niche?
even 'got her ' schoneduenfruede yestehdtag with
pretensing to be on the shell foam as she walked by(intiutiively 'congized her) and 'tended to be p;'laining on the phone, not to mangerls office, about the uyecchy poopyness
maybe someday(who a huge megaspurt of washering hoesn just floode flushed odwn the porch above and my own gut, in Carlos casetndneds don juan-ian 'the world agrees with me' augur, my own gut gurgled. rather than overeating today, i have just had my fiber pill and some saline solute due to gurgling after the dentalist

robotwalk is the time when folks get mean just robotwalk

a friend said someone was mean to herself at their office so turtle-retract my mindset almost i work for like a uh fastfood joint and i'm one of those clerks who have the headset on and have to rethink my machine menu and say okay or i ujnderstand when the customer is being a pang

first random chaotic then tight and closely structured

in the beginning it was random
now it is sooooorely structured
in teh beginning it was a thrashy jazz session all just cacpononey
now it is sweetly syncompated

what if a person used her mind to help others

what if at the dentists someone was able to make it so that thre was art in there of the most haling variegant, not just stuff like pictures of mountang streams to which i don't ever stray
but actually a mother holstering her child and reassuring her that the pang will diminsih and she will be happily chomping molar

none of these parties is meting my hopes

i'm sorry but i was hopering for kindliness and healingess and fairness and all i am getting is sounbitters and beastly ghastly slamming each other like mistake makers in a chess match
and the olympiad?
look THE WORLD is my country
yes i love usa and yes i'm patirotocic to a point
but not when it is US =good THEM =bad
that is 'traded and 'tarded
nope, i am cosmpolitian and the world is my oysterbed
and we must all come to that relaization soon or be worse then deadened wtihin

none of these parties is meting my hopes

i'm sorry but i was hopering for kindliness and healingess and fairness and all i am getting is sounbitters and beastly ghastly slamming each other like mistake makers in a chess match

and the olympiad?

look THE WORLD is my country

yes i love usa and yes i'm patirotocic to a point

but not when it is US =good THEM =bad

that is 'traded and 'tarded

nope, i am cosmpolitian and the world is my oysterbed

and we must all come to that relaization soon or be worse then deadened wtihin