we are healing and yet the pogram persists 'gainst us

you words sublime
they utterly rhyme
except for the ewe
and all o' that goo
how the 'oars and boars
with their boards of candid denseness
keep the healing from re-wheeling
how can to be
thye not nyet see
oh healer birdsong
whee yee yeeeeee, she rexclaimered:

i can perveive how flustrattraing it must be to half to speak a lingo unbenknowns unfamily

because that guy didn't have no clue what i was saying and also him being the overobedient sort who MUST know precisely what is being construed and strayed(sorta like someone who says "Oh,n o, i don't wanna learn italian because if i do, i might say cuss words or something faux paw and atall that ") and so each thing said was as follows.
"So you drover here.? Did you driver here today, you drove your auto to here?"
my first Yes was insuffice and the second yes i drover here today was cutoff
also friend tried to 'vince me cocunut milk has cholsetrol and i said no, it is replete with trpical oils but only animalicaulate stuff has cholsetrol so he just hushed but he werent' vinced none nowhows.

accept and embrace my role as a clown and a servile meanial

i was pretty goo today just whatevering is clevering all the time today adn still being helpful
i am realizing it is way too logical to wanna otters to be reasona able so i'm just like well if they(who weren't trained as mathematiications like yo mismo) ain't gonna be hungerup on stuff like facts and figures and ideals and peoples and clientele, well i'll do my part but not twip just make sure i help out much as i can and tTAKE MY LUNCHBRAK too

welcome to the south of '55

writing it makes it hop into

oddly enough
after 'magining it and making it hop in
i felt so much more peacefable and not wanting to fight no more
and being a second class(tertiary?) citi zen at the orifice don't treely bugg abhor me right now as much
i'm so doubledutch whatverish

Omaha '08 non-competitive Olympics Update

Non-Compet Oly update
NON COMPETITIVE OLYMPIAD EVENING UPDATE

N.C.Olympians Finding 10 is a goal for all of their noncompetitors
After Years of non-Training, Calmness Squad Attains to the Golden Mean of Total Bliss


2008 SUMMER NONCOMPETITVE OLYMPICS UPDATE
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By Lynette Salmonstein
Zen Times Staff Writer Thursday, August 21, 2008; 9:16 PMCST
Omaha, Aug. 21-- Calmness, it turns out, really IS the end-all and be-all. The US non-competitive Olympiads(a mixed squad of 4 women and 3 men) found that their long-cherished hopes of remaining calm under a grueling ordeal, replete with vignettes reminiscent of the sit-ins in the bad-old days of the Deep South; brow-beatings of unimaginably scurrilous Nazified rantings; hell-fire scorchings by ruler-ladling housemasters.
And those were the easiest of the juried sessions. Others involved being told one's lifesavings had been plundered, without any recompense, while the penultimate session informed the contestants,utilizing actual names-and-facts of loved ones, that they had been 'turned in' for crimes-against-the-government of the unforgiveable kind(such as high treason et al) and there was No Appeal.
Head Coach Joe Potter-Smythe,PhD, smiling through his traditional 'shampooing' of gatorade(sugarfree), grinned broadly.
"We knew coming in here the Chinese squad, with their feng shui homegrown expertise and everything, including a national three thousand year history of placing the golden mean above all other values, were going to give us a real run-for-it. We knew, as Coach Shanty(Shandra Sampson-Merkels,M.D.) told our gals and guys, that "This has never been about hegemony of us vs them but rather about who can get further,deeper, more attuned and entranced, as it were". Our squad really had managed, I believe, to attain to a mind-set of "May the better acceptor 'win', and devil take the hindmost".
So we feel either way, the spectators, the jury, we coaches and supportive staff, and the mind-body-soul-spirit-psyche of our magnificent-in-magenta seven, have triumphed over speed, greed , dysfunctional egotism and the Win/Lose metaphilosophy which is tearing our nation apart."

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i ain't feared o hell but i've suffered so much just trwipping and flippin,yknow

I find myself knowing that IF I CAN LET LOOSE of the workleash(whilst still doing even a better caring job but like 'whatev er' to my coworkers and bosshers)
then i am perneaiillya gonna be snap fallallaypp happy

i ain't feared o hell but i've suffered so much just trwipping and flippin,yknow

I find myself knowing that IF I CAN LET LOOSE of the workleash(whilst still doing even a better caring job but like 'whatev er' to my coworkers and bosshers)
then i am perneaiillya gonna be snap fallallaypp happy

i ain't feared o hell but i've suffered so much just trwipping and flippin,yknow

I find myself knowing that IF I CAN LET LOOSE of the workleash(whilst still doing even a better caring job but like 'whatev er' to my coworkers and bosshers)

then i am perneaiillya gonna be snap fallallaypp happy

dunno why but these words of a sudden come to me

dunno why but here the yare
auto demise NO

demoiselles davingong

aveugule

wlater demeuth

sendenatry and sedateunsedated,thowver) He I He
I I see
Hi he hi
circumstanitial
tile get
roundrtipe arstite fiend

textures
fabircs
flagstone
spackel
shotcret
conqured create
cake fostering

ideas for artings and noticings and meltings of the core

Tiles and hides-of-bark
hives?
curing the curvin' curtains
pieces of old furnishings worn and plushly polished albeit inadvert without measure by hands over hands

on a long moon with lotsa out of the net reddings
a one-trouble soul
a broken brothermind
a quagmire of ninety-and-nine and herdin'
mis-dozen


the decent docent
erase-a-floor to make-a-fleur-de-fleurs

ideas for artings and noticings and meltings of the core

Tiles and hides-of-bark
hives?
curing the curvin' curtains
pieces of old furnishings worn and plushly polished albeit inadvert without measure by hands over hands

on a long moon with lotsa out of the net reddings
a one-trouble soul
a broken brothermind
a quagmire of ninety-and-nine and herdin'
mis-dozen


the decent docent
erase-a-floor to make-a-fleur-de-fleurs

o, i totally=alkie in recuperation, sans doute, nevertheless for me,rightnow, anxieousnesalism is the path i want to learn to cuperate within

i have been connecting OCD and alcohooism and now i am more focusing on anxiety and ways of looking and reliving i mean relieving it
when i got sober, i didn't enter program nor did i go to these meets that are so helpful
and so i feel now that i slud back into my lifelong anxietyism that the drinking and weed was meant to prevent
and so now
i am realizing
great as it was that i was so able to quit the sauce(a day after another, nothing for granite there, exclamation point)
i substituted not a drug or an over addiction like gabbling but instead got back deeply into OCD compulsive traist of fearfulness and worryinghaulicmsness

alive now and alerted re-converted to my own and you-all's own yeayeayea spiritquest

diverted from truest spirit self search other seek
as a youth
now believing we return and resume and re-engage and re-enact and reoccur

sorta kinda like that excellent novel REPLAY REPLAY REPLA

but only more differenter

deep ruts of unhealed mindstreams

have been going through deep self esteem issues mostliestly at the orrifice and all
for no real reason
just it's my stuff y'know and we have new bossy and all that
but mainly it stemmers from my lousy upbringing and alkie pops and deceased mum and uncharitable bashering hellmongering nunnies

if i practice forgetting your falutly flaws

my new cap, timid tweed shanter shall indeed is wearing now on my nature walk with artiste fiend and dogs young and old
i am suddenly but not sullen realizing I AM AN OLD GUY OFFICIOUSLY now
the card is from the route of roots, out of the ruttergutter
and so thoughtfully bespeckeled with queries and challenges
the lot wherewithal within unwithering
and i am going to be awakened to the life beyond OCD by alan and his highly amplified koto playering and his I am going to have it do me not me do it
and the lovely brooch stone i will brood o'er it many a nocturne far sartain shores
and the book i am lookering into it even ,eve, as we squeake
and even the green o'greenes wrappering and the box was the moist easiestly opined Every nary

if i practice forgetting your falutly flaws

my new cap, timid tweed shanter shall indeed is wearing now on my nature walk with artiste fiend and dogs young and old
i am suddenly but not sullen realizing I AM AN OLD GUY OFFICIOUSLY now
the card is from the route of roots, out of the ruttergutter
and so thoughtfully bespeckeled with queries and challenges
the lot wherewithal within unwithering
and i am going to be awakened to the life beyond OCD by alan and his highly amplified koto playering and his I am going to have it do me not me do it
and the lovely brooch stone i will brood o'er it many a nocturne far sartain shores
and the book i am lookering into it even ,eve, as we squeake
and even the green o'greenes wrappering and the box was the moist easiestly opined Every nary

beware of gods: legion of atheists

want to 'low my 'must-produce-good-work at almost any cost' mindset(meaning: i'll work really treely hard doing EVERYTHING by the book, even when my cow-orkers are like Huh? tufta(the russian word for pretending to do work by smushing stuff around and sliding papers about) is how they do it but
whom am i to be their god nor their dog
AND
why should i trip on it?
i work superbly hard and get the same pay as the moof offs
so maybe they are being good to themselves
i don't see THEM coming down with OCD tripping
nor tattling desires(to show up their not doing their job)
andsuch
and their health is superb while i've had my challenges
GOTTA LET GO AND 'LEASE