zed differents

twixt yesternoon and this day's meets the distinctions

1. parked not by the machinist's meannest unpetted unbespotted junkdog
2. ate a freshly made, overtly friendly sandwich of vegimet and ryebard
3.sipped some organically bubbled waters inan airy turin slippered jar
4. shared not, neither remained the whole time
5. was wondering if my healing will 'low me to awaken to a new god-consciousness post-rauschnebergian, post-chrisitaintiy(no defense meant), post dirges, post no shirt tails for me, 'gee

vegans, alert: don't eat grease inadvertently

i ate some china foo and what a fool i was, did i not realize that the grease of the neighboring dish or something would get in there? anyhow , i grew very ill last night, cold sweating chills wanting to barf and above all godds, please don't 'low me to barf
cruddy night
feeling better today somewhat being a vegan it hit me like a pagn being asked to celelbrate a feast day
guess it'll be like fiery fries day 'ere i feels better

someone i obliquely know was at my group today

and so i was a bit nervous, for them, not wanting them to weary 'bout me tattling so i splurted(uncharacterisiically) in my pitch, that we don't share what's shared elsewheres...
then i shared(they would recollect and relate) how a phoney presenting other day was so incredibly gag-routine comedy-show scripted
where the person awarded for caring
moments off stage is so utterly careless
anyhow for me what was vital was to listen and to realize
i myself can't go to bars to dance
not even

we laredady is in hell cuzza all our babyfears so feral so ferocity

not believing in hell and all that is good far as it goes and stuff but the catcher is

due to all our feral fretting all the days

this here earth is a mindgardener's weed(not mj) bestiary
and all the fears which so richly empoverish our days alas

p.s. the werkeplatz nary will become our place of re-congition and autonomononomy
itmustcome from within the everglades of this here art realms

evil one say mean things to client's face and gets rebuked by bossy

perhaps their is a goddess,after all
mean cow-orker(otherwise known as the queen of negativetity, with her royal jelly consort)
said mean things about clientele but for once said it to htheir faces in our forum and she got called on it by the boss

meanwhile
healings hop in

evil one say mean things to client's face and gets rebuked by bossy

perhaps their is a goddess,after all

mean cow-orker(otherwise known as the queen of negativetity, with her royal jelly consort)

said mean things about clientele but for once said it to htheir faces in our forum and she got called on it by the boss



meanwhile

healings hop in

poemsong to the daughters of death, deals delayed

poemsong

to acknowledge unblinking
the death of the beloved
one's own leaving,unwinking
as into the void we are ungraciously shoved

never our wish
rarely our want
the pepper on this dish
brings tears unrelenting font

the courage to visit
she whose body's farewelling
'shadows our own 'parture(is it?)
the bell's sprung, our greanbeans unshelling

dos voces two voices vociem means six in russian

hea ling is coming to pass(pass)
and the way no more grass(sass)
just let it out and don't push it down(no pipe, no smoker)

i
am listenering here(and all about )
to das sobervolke so unsevere(as they swerve to serve)
and i got it my tearing up, is a raggedy pup

dos voces two voices vociem means six in russian

hea ling is coming to pass(pass)

and the way no more grass(sass)

just let it out and don't push it down(no pipe, no smoker)



i

am listenering here(and all about )

to das sobervolke so unsevere(as they swerve to serve)

and i got it my tearing up, is a raggedy pup

so you knew the answerve to that question, daerie faerie, but then,,,,,

wow, so I knew the year leningrad ovetook st petersburg
but who was it who signed the decree?
in what room of what edifice(long 'ere the weddingcakes werebuilten, much less toppleboosted)?
in which suit did they don?
who fashioned their plume pen?
how many heartbeats did it take the peacock to expire?

creatoring a healering

the dispassionate nature
of prefarb architechture
and how builduponbuild
it was leiderstrewn

the one thing i wish i could fathom is
how to be a bum and a lazybones and have no conscience about goo work and hlepering otters, or conversely how to get some kindness and w out of the bar stars

healer sober mindful

to be a healer, ah and ach, to ache with others, t'isnt easy, nein

to love and be sober, to abandon fretters in order to give love to the beloved, difficult,O ja mein schatze

to be mindful and not crammered with petty grouchums and fear-all feral fetterings
ya yay aaaa that is diffidently difficles Oui

poemsong:a season in soul

poemsong:
a season in soul
warmly sunned
with many stormlets
and lotsa quizzicalling
and yummy treats,too

poemsong of inperishable joyhealing

poemsong of inperishable joyhealing

completely
utterly
eternally
always
in each way
yum you uh huh

Facets...Aspects...Segments...Parts...Ways...Natures

I noticed a little girl in you, wanting everybody to play nice,now
I espy a crone granny in you, wisely crowned and ready to offer multifaceted solvents
I perceived a tomboy in you, wanting to mix-it-up, howls to the wall, as needled
I picture a workerbee in you, racing to plummet to the well-formatted leadline
I heard heart of a woman-grounded earth gardeneria, readying for the day,hairbun'd
I observe those precious toes of yours, well-ringed, which like a woman of thirty and three, only want to be 'cured and restoratived
I see the housewife(alma de casa sounds so much accurational) whose domain emmanates a spartan cleanliness , sterile only where obligatoried

slaps and sneers don't do much for one's babysoul)

slaps and sneers don't do much for one's babysoul)
and how when i stand up i feel nervous and nervy at the w
but mainly got use that old serenity prayer and change what i can and accept(like a team awaiting the ref's call on instant replay) and if plausible, laugh at my own overly seriousness and get some perspective.