us lakies and dictos were killing ourselves

in this locale, the puscht has been to expand the housing market but i wish they'd buy up stuff within the existing borders but instead the very very few flowerfarms and tiny acreages of other crops are being bought up for new housing and I grieve because I love that about this otherwise so overfrozen town, that one can drive through it and come across orchids of a sudden, in peculiar juxtaposition to schools and houses. Gotta let go of that control issue, for sure... cuz otherwise whom am i to tell fellow capitalists in the very capitol of consumerism to stop being whom they are? no one,that's who
at the meetings, I can't hack the heat when folks dislike me for pulling their covers and get called a funny bunny when sometimes i give my rapidfire streaming consciousness rap; othertimes, like all of us, i'm in a tripped out space and just rant)
it is astoundishing how something how all of us alkies in a way are like suicides-on-hold, with the bottle out of our holsters?
yeppers, we were on the slow death installment plan and were plucked out at the next to last moment...