FORGET THE FALSIE BARRICADAOS AND THE BARRICUDARS

if you realliezed that you are goddness
and taht nonesuch have more than you does
you would see Ach, mein gott: I rock utterly
and like queen tutterly herself you would
flowerflutterflow so serentiy and organismaciallly

slidering away from healing by overfocusing on w stuff

i've found myself sliding back into workaholism
the combo of the new boss,
my honesty in not kissing up to cow-orkers i don't find agreeable nor kindly
my ancient roots of fearfulness
the ability and agility to complicate and notice
while others can look right thru or past the fearful situations

so i am really treely wantering and focusing on
NOT getting uptight and tense
it isn't good for my body mind Nor my soul

concomittant sli9p back into worker halucination ism

i have slud back into werkerhaluizm with all tis concomittant flawsies and fearsomes
and need to get a leaf(not weed, 'course, nor the vine but a papyrus or papaya to chomp vegan-like)
i have this mind that connects and wants to respond, like an aged pup
(like this one dog that is way old but you'd thnk she was a pup, till recently wwhen she got the slowers

one drink to take becomes a plunge , becomes a plunger, becomes a plummet becomes purest of chaos of soul and voice voided

to become a drunk
is sorely easy
but the assay office voited against it
gainsaying such folly's goals

and if i want instant insantiy add the poisons, weed or winette

may the healings hopper in

florid joys to just overswamp and healify you

us inner kids, oldsters now
gotta be goo to ourselves

making up for all the badtimes
but moreso stopping from the future death
let's live now lots and lots more

fotheringay, fairport convent, and the healing sounds of taste in muse

I have always liked anthro ever since I took a class in physical anthro (a summer intensive)
and the concept clicked
I'd be so wise to bring it home , so to speak, to my office
and not be so dependent on insisting on the approval of my bosses and cow-orkers
because, i mean, what's up with that,anyhow, but losersville for me?

I had the tastiest dinner of tomatoes all richly stewed in the midst of some yummy Trader Joe's soft tofu and seasoned, then with some potato crisps
I was gonna listen to this old CD from the late 60's,early 70's of the Pentangle, the Grateful Dead et al but somehow this morphed into a CD(in the wrong package) of Hindu mantras and I was all smiles...

fotheringay, fairport convent, and the healing sounds of taste in muse

I have always liked anthro ever since I took a class in physical anthro (a summer intensive)
and the concept clicked
I'd be so wise to bring it home , so to speak, to my office
and not be so dependent on insisting on the approval of my bosses and cow-orkers
because, i mean, what's up with that,anyhow, but losersville for me?

I had the tastiest dinner of tomatoes all richly stewed in the midst of some yummy Trader Joe's soft tofu and seasoned, then with some potato crisps
I was gonna listen to this old CD from the late 60's,early 70's of the Pentangle, the Grateful Dead et al but somehow this morphed into a CD(in the wrong package) of Hindu mantras and I was all smiles...

the worldwork and the screechyscaredylittle child so withered withing

feel i can flow back to the dub on tomoorry and not have to resort to scare tactics to mycself

the worldwork and the screechyscaredylittle child so withered withing

feel i can flow back to the dub on tomoorry and not have to resort to scare tactics to mycself

don't pre-think(fret)

don't pre-think(fret)
and don't re-think)did i did it right?
and the uptights will turn to mellowwhite

no rinks around my collards

canot hear but can listen in goo goo goo

i cannot
hearken to the ark chives
dew to my cheapo comupter being lame and tamed
but my soul
ach
my soul
nought a beat is miser mist

a joke meant to show the neend for enlightment

Dolly herself
Dali himself
and His holiness the Dalai
were all awaiting the elevator.
Skinny guy comes out
with a skinny wife,both of 'em gesticulating and argumenting

Dolly says "Problem with this coutnry of ours: women ain't got much up top anymore. What man could listen to 'em,huh?"
Dali says "Problem with your country is: men ain't got much gumption anymore. What noble womanhood would follow 'em anylonger,'eh?"
The Dalai looked at 'em both first askance and then forgivingly.
"Problem with this world is:
too much competing when within, there is only holiest harmony."

a joke meant to show the neend for enlightment

Dolly herself
Dali himself
and His holiness the Dalai
were all awaiting the elevator.
Skinny guy comes out
with a skinny wife,both of 'em gesticulating and argumenting

Dolly says "Problem with this coutnry of ours: women ain't got much up top anymore. What man could listen to 'em,huh?"
Dali says "Problem with your country is: men ain't got much gumption anymore. What noble womanhood would follow 'em anylonger,'eh?"
The Dalai looked at 'em both first askance and then forgivingly.
"Problem with this world is:
too much competing when within, there is only holiest harmony."

these groups are actually helping my innerbabyrock

how sublime that meet was: folks were sharing how the spirit doesn't have to be any cult nor clan, be it the laregest in the realm or the tiniest one-woman i-don't-know
and for that
i'm gratitude

of course i love naturum just scared of it it makes me feel empty nested universe no bindling

i am so anti-go-ing-to-the -forest myself it is just too mount madonna painful to be empty universed that sashay
i wish i had that innerness that helps but i am so much into needing that reassurances,goo'

of course i love naturum just scared of it it makes me feel empty nested universe no bindling

i am so anti-go-ing-to-the -forest myself it is just too mount madonna painful to be empty universed that sashay
i wish i had that innerness that helps but i am so much into needing that reassurances,goo'

finders we flounder on the other's saying only mine mine mein

wanting to be 'cepted as i yam

i see the flimsy movie with its star-vetted plotlines

and think

nope nope nope



and i just want, at this stage, to be friendly with those i like

i mean, well into the so-called middle algae and actually very near the senior marker milepost,

why is it 'wrong' if i upfront tell someone i care for i want friendship and who knows what that means(do you?) except that i care for you and want your optimal ultimate goodbest and want you to want the same for me and it could involve closeness if we wants to

why must i be their girlfriend,girlfriend?

art can be such a healing

I know lotsa people don't get into art
and there are some kinds i don't like myself
but modern art, especially stuff that is like really different(but not in a creepy or meanie way, but just radically innovative and has healing properties and qualities
yes that is what i like..

the sorry state of the OUR TEAM ROMPS-dominated minddust
never be afriad it is all lice and lies
just like baker in the alley
and also the mome raths
and the lazy armychair clan
and teh cowlicks and all of 'em
and all th tribes with all their WE WIN=YOU LOSE
rahrah rha we are people you all are animules no sports for me okay, i'm in day six of recovery from sports fanaticism
cuz the so-called games of sports is all about controlling
and we good you bad
our need is for you to loose and us to be queenie of the hill tribe

who-i9n-hades-needs allthat meanniemanesesses,anyhows,yah?

as a young lass she overthrew the tyranny of the agitators of the propaganda who insisted and sought to instill the feral fetters and install the inner dobermans to dominate away her innards
and coerce force her into bowing that blessed head
into believing the unliveable
that is to say
they tried to make her believe in a god who would burn its own critters
and she tossed enormous balloons of disapproval back on their own firebranded mindsets and sauntered away
looking back just once , taken aback at their need for
spirit lynchings

today
she sashays freely
no need to be punished in the heretofore
no need to kowtow in the just now
only people
and critters
and most of all
gardens-without-much-of-a-walls

not many years to live left; why not do it lovingly radically renewed

we ain't got much time left to live
maybe twenty thriity ()forty?) years
we are over the hump

let's break away from old thought
and old feral fears in all their ferocious cityings
and rebecome who we has been
so we don't be hasbeens?