Friday, June 6, 2008

you stupid,girl? No, just alcoholic

those cow-orkers bugrify and transmogrify me with their agility at outdumbing me
and me being the one who is in this plight cuzza my priorlife reluctatnce to

realize booze was bad for me

to realize i needed help to learn(like a river needs levies or it spioils over and loses her monumentum)

to realize that in teh human helping professions my workaholism and over dependencyism would become fullborefulsom

to realize that if i wanted (back then, i'm trhu with that contusion now)
that if i wanted to be a ravenous artiste i would need to
GET MY STUFF OUT THERE AND NETWERKE

so today i grieve all that

same time as non-incidental that i gratitude for my somber
rioty

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